Mmmr. My report card will probably look something like this: AP Government and Politics-B, AP English Literature-B, Health-B, Physical Education-B, International Relations-C, French V-C.
Thursday, January 27, 2011
So....That's pretty terrible. And the worst part is, I have no idea why. I didn't do anything different this semester than I've done before, have I? What changed? There's a manipulated variable that would cause change, right? What is that variable?
Eugh, and it's been eons since I've worked on art. And my room is a mess. And I still need to, uh, apply to college. And all I really feel like doing right now is sleeping for a month and a half and then maybe running away to Europe. Awesome. That's my life.
I don't think I can really go to college. At all. Like...eugh. This isn't working anymore, and I wish I had someone or something to blame, you know? Like if there was some identifiable issue with me, then I could say "Okay, it's not just me, it's this specific issue" and I wouldn't feel so inexplicably guilty.