I can't think of a title, whatever.
I HAVE THE FAULT IN OUR STARS.
So. Um. This year.
It's a new year. It's my TENTH year in which Harry Potter has been playing a disproportionatly large role in my life and also the NINTH year since my house burned down which means, in a way, that I am not a child anymore. Odd, isn't it?
I've had a bunch of stuff going on! It's all very interesting! And sometimes it sucks. Like a lot. I haven't been writing on either of the novels, because when I revisited No More Stars I realized just how much it was like my NaNo and I don't love either of them. In fact, I think their stories are dumb and plots are unimaginative and characters are ill-defined and I kind of hate them. So that's that.
I need to write a novel and actually finish it and not hate it.
I should write some short stories.
I should write a play.
I should get off my ass and do something, once in a while.
There's an exciting new project that my friend/housemate and I have been working on, and if it all goes as planned, it will be perfect and amazing and JK Rowling will send me a letter letting me know that she really thinks it's great and then I will DIE. Can you imagine how cool that would be? If it doesn't go as planned, I will be sad. I'm very worried that it won't go as planned. At least I'm good at worrying.
I heard, yesterday, that my school is starting a collaborative design program next year. I don't actually know what collaborative design is, except that apparently you study all aspects of design and then you go get a MBA. Hmm. I think that might be interesting? One of my friends (the person who made this blog layout, incidentally) told me that she was switching her major from Graphic Design to Advertising, which means that she would do more ad directing than actual, like, making advertisements and such. That might be interesting. Also, for the Fashion career day, the vice president of Kenneth Cole is coming to talk. Like, woah. And there's Bodies of Art coming up, which seems cool. Fashion is weird. I am not a fashionable person at all, by any stretch of the imagination, but it's...interesting. You know how male is the default in most things, but in fashion, there are clothes, and then there's menswear? Like an afterthought? That's interesting. I'm getting a little more excited about Kendall and Kendall things. That's good. Also, I plan on going to the Meyer May house on Sunday and it will be fantastic.
New semester has started! It's pretty exciting. Drafting will be shittons of work, Art History will be a party but not as fun and engaging as last semester, Design Drawing with a different professor is woah crazy I feel like I don't know anything anymore, and 3D is fun and great. My 3D professor is fantasticly weird and the class only has seven people and it's all very cool. LIKE (10). Whenever we discuss things, it's makers and objects, never artists and works of art. I like that. I like that expanded definition of things that matter. Also, we discussed artists who are alive today. Somehow, it strikes me as very odd that there are fine artists who are alive right now and all they do is art. And...there are more than 20 of them who exist. How does that even work? What is that like? I follow one of them on twitter, and it seems to involve...calligraphy? This is that awkward moment when I admit to all of you that deep down, I want to be a fine artist and live in a crazy commune in the woods somewhere and make things all day. Only not. They don't always have internet in the woods, did you know that?
I dropped Oral Rhetoric. I have very mixed feelings about this. In high school, I felt a lot like I should have been trying harder, I should have been challenging myself to reach my full potential and I really wasn't. I'm scared of doing the same thing now. I just want to be perfect. If I keep up this only-taking-twelve-credits business, I'm going to graduate a semester or year late. Not that there's anything wrong with that, but...I have to have some sort of measurable success in my life. Is that bad? Does it show a deep internal lack of confidence?
I need to make some shapes for 3D and do a million drawings for Design Drawing and eugh. I will listen to podcasts while I do them. Fuck college. Now, I have to be at school at 10 on one set of days and 12:30 on another one. PARTY ON.
I have so many feelings about this. This is cool you should check it out and also and wow huh. That's the internet for ya.
Friday, January 13, 2012
I can't think of a title, whatever.